Nanowrimo

I'm going to have a try at this Nanowrimo thing. May be what I need to shake the brain loose...just not too loose.

I woke up an hour or so ago with the munchies and a strong sense that I needed to do something Now to make life more interesting. To move things on a bit. A bowl of Rice Puffs fixed the first problem; going online and signing up to kill myself next month is a step to the second. Somebody asked me today what I'd done this week and I couldn't think of anything much to say at all except that I'd done a lot of gardening, getting things in order. Which I have and that's not nothing but it still feels like treading water - or treading grass.

I'm constantly faced with people who want to tell me about their goals and what they've achieved lately and it makes me feel as though I've done zilch. Partly this is because I'm somewhat becalmed after my last trip. You could say I've done that, managed to get overseas and see stuff, personally witness the current events in the USA. I've sort of got the depression issue under control. I have to use the pills for now but I feel a lot better and am working on the writer's block thing.

I have only the vaguest idea of what I might write about. The website says outlines are ok. Do people use them or just jump in at the deep end?

If anyone's awake, feel free to respond :-)

Tomorrow I might go to the Midlands Markets to get some fruit and perhaps some plants for the front garden. Beyond that, I don't know.